Updates on Life

MY LIFE HAS GONE THROUGH SOME PRETTY DURASTIC CHANGES IN THE PAST COUPLE OF YEARS. THE RECENT CHANGES, WITHIN THE PAST SIX MONTHS... I ALMOST UP AND MOVED TO UTAH, SOMETHING I CONSIDERED ALL TOO QUICKLY AND REALISED ONCE I WAS THINKING STRAIGHT THAT IT WAS NOT THE BEST DECISION FOR ME. RATHER I STAYED, STARTED WORKING WITH TRACI SELLING REAL ESTATE, AND GOT LICENSED. WITH ALL THAT, CAME A WHOLE NEW LIFE, SOMETHING I'VE FOUND I MUST HAVE REALLY NEEDED.
I AM ALWAYS SOOO BUSY, WHICH CAN BOTH BE GOOD AND BAD. SOMETIMES I DO NEED A BREAK, BUT FOR THE MOST PART, I LOVE BEING BUSY, I THRIVE ON BEING BUSY. STARTING TOMORROW, I WILL BE CONSIDERED FULL TIME IN THE OFFICE, SOMETHING I AM SUPER STOKED ABOUT CONSIDERING I NOW PAY RENT (A NEW CHANGE WHICH OCCURED RECENTLY), ON TOP OF MY CAR PAYMENT AND INSURANCE WHICH IS BOUND TO GO UP DUE TO MY LACK OF BEING IN COLLEGE AT THE PRECISE MOMENT.
NEXT SEMESTER, I CAN ASSURE, WILL BE CRAZY INSANE TO SAY THE LEAST. I WILL NEED TO GO FULL TIME TO APPEASE MY CAR INSURANCE COMPANY, MY FINANCIAL AID SERVICING, AND MY DADS LIFE INSURANCE POLICY WHICH HAS GRANTED ME A SMALL AMOUNT OF MONEY TO GO TOWARDS MY SCHOOLING. I WILL BE DOING THIS ON TOP OF GOING TO WORK FULL TIME. I CAN DO IT. BRING IT ON. I AM STILL PLANNING ON GETTING MY BUSINESS DEGREE AND FOCUSING ON MARKETING AND ADVERTISING. :)
I'VE MET A LOT OF PEOPLE I'VE COME TO LOVE AND ADORE. I RECENTLY JUST MADE IT THROUGH MY SECOND FATHERS DAY SINCE MY DAD DIED, AND THAT WAS ONLY BECAUSE OF THE GREAT PEOPLE I HAVE SURROUNDING ME.
THINGS ARE GETTING EASIER, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T HAVE MY HARD DAYS. I MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY, AND HOPE THAT I AM MAKING HIM PROUD.
MY IDEA OF A GREAT NIGHT NOW CONSISTS OF SITTING IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE WITH A CLEAR BLUE SKY DRINKING MY WINE. I LOVE IT.
I MISS MY MOM AND MY SISTERS, BUT AM HOPING TO SEE THEM MOVE BACK TO ALASKA IN THE NEAR FUTURE.
WELL, OFF TO BED I SHOULD GO AS I START WORKING AT EIGHT IN THE MORNING TOMORROW! YIKES!